Not that kinda girl

Not at this point in my life, but someday.

Beauty

"Beauty is not in the face, beauty is a light in the heart"

Always remember this. ALWAYS.

Don't let stupid people get you down, keep your head up :)

2nd best

You know when somebody does something, and you just get mad?
or sad? pissed? lonely? the feeling of not good enough?
I HATE that feeling.
Being the "2nd" choice sucks :(
but I guess thats life and I should just learn to deal with it, wether I like it or not.

Why him?

Dear heart,
Why did you choose to like him? Well I can see why, but that doesn't make it any easier. You could've picked someone maybe a little easier to get then him! haha. oh well :)

   Love Always,
          Naomi :)

Piano

I miss playing the piano so much :(
I wish I could just sit down and play whatever song I want, but I'm not that good at it!! I'm hoping I will have time to start teaching myself to play again :)
wish me luck!

Hope. Faith. Courage

I have hope and faith. I'm struggling with courage!

Fighting for the best things

When there is something you really want, fight for it,
and don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems.

Because the best things in life don't come easy.

Oh yes!

That's right.
I. WON. the. christmas. story. contest.
hahaha :) I just seem to think its funny!
I really only sent it in for the bonus points, and then I ended up winningggg  hahaha
and the worst part is.. I wrote a cheesy poem :) oh well!
I very much enjoy this haha!

Hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas!

I hope everyone has an amazing Christmas day :)
Mine has started awesome, and I know the rest of the day will go just as well!
Merry Christmas!

I wonder

if maybe I ever cross your mind?
Even once would be ok.
I just hope that maybe once in a while you think of me, so I don't feel stupid for thinking of you all the time.

There are so many things I would love to tell you, but I don't think there will ever be a good time for that... which breaks my heart :(

F.E.A.R.L.E.S.S.

FEARLESS...something I am trying to do more of these days. Some days are easier than others, and some days things never go right. It sucks when people get in your way, or when any little thing can stop you. I hate when people don't treat you normal because of what others think. I hate when you are judged before someone actually knows you. I hate when people don't get noticed because they aren't as "pretty" as others. Sometimes life isn't fair, but that doens't mean it's not worth it :)

Wanders

I know exactly where my mind wanders....

Just Maybe

I sure hope so, because I sure have :)

Tried

I've tried.
I've failed.
But guess what, I am still trying.
And yes sometimes I fail again.
Know matter what happens, always look forward, and never back.
Because you can't change the past, but you can control the future :)

Hurt

If you can't loose someone you never had... well then why does it hurt so bad.

Imperfection

Someday

Someday, Somewhere, Someone, will be my prince and take me away....

He will be the one I dream about, and hope to find one day. He will love me for who I am, and will love me whether I'm sad or happy. Wether I look like a mess or if i'm all dolled up. Wether I want to be loved, he will still love me. I know one day I will find someone who loves me for exactly who I am. And that is why i'm never changing who I am.

Will Happen

"Sometimes you just don't know, you could think about something for hours, days, even months, and you still might not be able to figure out what is the best for you. But remember, somehow, the thing that is supposed to happen, will happen if it's meant to happen"
                                                     -Me :)

Slacking

Ya so i've been slacking on everything it seems like!
I'm so SOOO busy!!
Homework.. Family Time... my blog...down time
I'm short time for all four of these things.
ughhhh :(

It's okay

 It's okay to want someone you can't have.  It's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not it's always going to be ok. That's just how life works. Sometimes things don't work out how you want them to, and a lot of times, it seems like they never will. But it's okay, that's how life is supposed to go. It's all about learning to deal with the things that go wrong in life, and making them right again. It's all about forgiving and forgetting, it's all about wanting and wishing. That's just how life goes.

So keep your held high, remember you are worth it, and keep smiling.

Already?!

That's right, it's December.. tomorrow!
Where in the world has 2010 gone!? Well I'm not the one to answer that but it has given me many memories I will never forget :)

-I went on an amazing vacation with my family
-Got my license :) Wahooooo!!
-Had an amazing summer, filled with to many experinces to share. haha
-My cousin and I have become basically sisters.. yes we even fight like sisters, and thats ok :)
-Went to my first year of acceleration.. fun times!
-I've become so close to my best friends, and become close to many other people
-My cat had 28 kittens haha! How could I forget that!
-I had my first major crush.. even though it hasn't gone anywhere
-My grandma turned 80!
-I am no longer the youngest class in high school
-I have begun to develop confidence, and I love it

These are just a few of the amazing things times I have had.. I can't wait to see what else happens:)
Thank you 2010 for being an amazing year, and I know December will be just as amazing!

Fading

This is hard to admit.. but my feelings are fading :(
It's the hardest thing for me... I never thought it would happen. I know there was nothing there, but the feelings have always been there. The odd thing is though, even though I seem to think the feelings are fading.. I still can't get over you. It really is the hardest thing ever! The worst part is, there is nothing for me to even get over..

This is a sign for me to move on.. it's just a phase I have been going through.

I'm still hoping one day you will notice me, just like I noticed you.
I will never, ever, lose hope.

A little late...

I know i'm a little late on wishing everyone a Happy Thanksgiving.. so instead..
I just wanna say I hope everyone had an amazing Thanksgiving.
I know I did!

On Thursday I was with my one side of the family, and then on Saturday I got to see the other side of the family :) It's the best. My uncles make me laugh uncontrolably, my cousin and I got to hang out (we are basically sisters), and I got to see everyone I love most in the world. Thank you to all of you who make my life wonderful.

 I hope everyone had a just as amazing Thanksgiving as I did.

Cookies :)

tonight i made my favorite cookie!
you guessed it...chocolate chip :)

Let's try again :)

So for real here is my christmas list :)

                                                                        I want a pair of brown ugg boots :)

Next I want a northface jacket :) not sure what color!
but any willl do!

And just like I posted not to long ago, I want Photoshop lightroom 3!

Also I would love money :) and CLOTHES! haha

Dear Santa...

for Christmas send me a boy :)
yes there is one in particular! And you know who he is :)
haha thank you! I've been a good girl this year! :)

Love, me :)

Understanding

Isn't it the best when someone completely understand you? I love it. Or when you completely understand someone so good that they don't have to tell you what they are feeling, because you already know?!
Thank you to my friends who are always there for me.

I love you all :)

Creepy!

Ya sometimes people creep me out.. and I didn't even know right away! :/
I hope it doesn't last long...

Basketball.... Finally :)

I've gone to two open gyms... and they are kicking my butt!! haha
I think i'm in shape, and then boom after running up and down the court six times I can barely breathe!
Oh well it is worth it :) I LOVE BASKETBALL!

Have a good night :)

WANTED!

Yep this is what I want so badly!
I keep finding good things about it, and I'm really getting into photography!
Hello Christmas list :)

Unsure

Do you ever get unsure of yourself?
Well I know I do.. and it seems to happening alot lately...
I don't like it one bit... makes me feel like I can't control everything!
Which I know I can't, but sometimes I wish I could!
 Oh well! Everything happens for a reason!

Making Progress :)

Wahoo! Finally making progress :)
and I haven't told anyone! haha
so happy and excited

yes this includes him:)

Forget and Believe

I should:
 Forget that he is out of my league.. and a senior!
 Forget that he hasn't dated anybody, and probably won't change his mind.
Forget that it's insane of me to like him
Forget that I think we would make a cute couple

I need to believe that it will happen because my heart tells me it will :)

Avoiding

Everyone has things they do to avoid what they SHOULD be doing!
Here are some things I do:

* Photography
* Looking at pictures
* Facebook
* Looking at things online
* and anything that I can do to avoid homework :) haha

Risk

I think so :)

Have you...

ever been afraid to lose something that's not even yours?

It's the worst feeling in the world.. and no one can

understand unless they have the same problem.

Hugs :)

I love hugs :)
and thank you for hugging me today and then talking to me :)
thank you for making my day!

Semi-Finals :)

I am so excited for tomorrow because.... FOOTBALL :)
Semi Finals here we come!!
I know we can do it! Let's go team :)

Dreaming

I keep dreaming of you...
I'm not sure why. It is said that if you think about things before bed,
 you will dream of them. Also it's said that if you dream of someone,
 it means that that person was thinking of you.
I'm guessing it's just my mind thinking these things,
 and then dreaming of them, but i'm not sure.
It's weird also becuase I never remember my dreams
 and just for the past two night I have...

I wish my dreams would come true :) haha

Life

This is true in almost every situation..

Jobs. Relationships. School. and every other thing in Life

Every Possible Way

check

check.

check..

and check...

each one of these is happening to me right now!

Friends & Football :)

.

I love my friends.

I love football games :) and watching someone special makes it that much better! I hope that he is able to play in the next game :) because it's that much better when he is in!







P.S. thanks for the pictures Molly  :)

Everyone has a Chance..

Quotes really speak to me these days :)

Secret

So when people come up with these quotes, do they talk from experience?

I would really love to know :) haha

I'm stuck in this situation... but it's complicated..

or thats how it seems to me

Sweet Truth

Quotes just speak to me :)

Small things

Small things are a BIG deal..
-When you said hi to me, and you didn't even have too. Thank you for this, you simply made my day :)
-Getting a smile from the most unexpected person
-Having a family day out
-Talking about anything and everything to your best friends
-Thinking about old memories

These are things I have had happen to me lately, or have done... and I've loved every minute of it!

Reasons

It's like I find these quotes for a reason.
They are telling me that it has been long enough.
I should stop liking him, because really there is nothing there. It's hard to admit... but then I get my hopes up, and then nothing...
I sometimes wonder how I have liked someone for so long, but yet nothing has happened... but somehow I just can't shake the feelings. I tell myself that must mean something, but I'm not to sure anymore.

Tossing & Turning

 I really do wonder...but then I realize that he probably isn't and not ever going to...

Maybe... just maybe

maybe one day it will happen
my dreams will come true :)
but until then I am keeping my head high, and enjoying everything in between
Because life is too short to be anything but happy... right?

P.S. Dear God please make it happen :) haha :)

Zoe Saldana

I love her style. Its so cute, and I really love how the skinny jeans look on her :) I think thats why I like this picture haha. Lately I have wanted to get a pair of skinny jeans, but I'm not sure if they will fit me right!? So I'm not sure what I should do... What do YOU think? :)

Amazing

 You are simply amazing. And you don't even know it :)

Everytime

every. single. TIME

Hair :)

This is the hairstyle i'm going for when

my hair is long enough :)

i LOVE it!! :D