Truth

Mind? or Heart?

what should I go with?

i'm confused at this point...

Homecoming!

I have to say homecoming is one of the best weeks of the school year :)

I can't wait!
So many things go on, pep rally, parade, volleyball games, football game, homecoming dance, and of course the fun dress up days :)

I love you :)

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.

If you cry, I'll be your shoulder.

If you want a hug, I'll be wating with open arms.

 If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.

But anytime you need a friend, I'll be me :)

I love you Marah Jean :)

and don't you forget it!

Exactly

This is EXACTLY how i've been feeling for the longest time.
I couldn't help but to post it :)

Thank you

I can't say it enough
thank you to all my friends who encourage me,
help me, love me, and do about everything else for me
you are the people who give me confidence, and hope
I love hearing you say nice things about me.
I love everything about you all :)

Thank you to: Brittany Ann, McKayla Marie, Molly Joy, Marah Jean, Lindsey Marie, Abby Lynn, Sabrina Louise, Alexis Jae, & Shelby Lynn

Jealousy

I'm so jealous of all of my friends who have boyfriends...
It's the hardest thing when they all tell me there good things that happened and
I never have anything exciting to tell them back.
Or how they can go to there movie with their boyfriends.
Or how they always have dates to dances, or just anything in general.
And ya it's my fault that I am shy, and scared to go talk to who I like, but thats just who I am.
I'm sure people are tired of hearing me tell them that I still like the same person, but I guess I can't help and I don't know why..
It's hard to tell myself but everything happens for reason, and I know I will find that perfect someone someday :)

I want to...

 I want to be the girl that changed everything. The girl that made a difference. The girl that gave you a story to tell.

Just give me a chance :)

I missed you :)

Brittany :)

thanks for being there for me

thanks for the advice you give

thanks for always listening even when

you have better things to worry about

thanks for being who you are :)

thanks for being the best cousin, EVER!

love you!

"The best accessory...

a girl can have is CONFIDENCE"
Thank you Abby Lynn :)
this made my night, no joke!







(sorry the picture is blurry!)

So lucky

 

 So you have no idea how lucky I am to have you,

you get me through everything, thick and thin

If I cry, you want to cry with me

If i'm smiling, you are right there beside me smiling

When you laugh, it's almost contagious and

I can't help but laugh along with you :)

Thanks for always being here for me... seriously

Football Games!

I absolutely LOVE football games because:
- It's so fun to watch our team kick butt!
-Being with my friends, who knows what will happen!
-I get to watch someone special :)
-Taking crazy pictures!
- and last but not least, knowing that when there is a football game, it's friday night :)

I can't wait for tomorrow's game :)

Dream

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. A dream is about something you want to happen. A dream is about things you wish had never happened.. But sometimes a dream allows you to find out what you are looking for in life...

Why?

Why is it you give me butterflys?  Why is it that when i'm around you I act like i'm six again? What is it that makes me like you? Why is it that you make me shy? What is it that I am so afraid of?  What keeps me liking you? Why don't I just tell you about everything?You see, it's because i'm scared... Scared of what you will think, scared of what people will say, and scared to find out that i've wasted my time...

Lets kick some A** :)

So tonight we lost our volleyball game :( it was well... awful 

we didn't play good, but that is in the past :)

we are going to go and win on thursday!

It's time we start winning :) GO TEAM!

Made my day..

Ya so she basically made my day today :) did i tell you that she puts her underwear on backwards?! :) and she makes funny faces at me :) oh ya.. AND her birthday is on FRIDAY :D 



Pictures!

I want to go take pictures right NOW

It's ridiculous how many I take!

To me pictures capture moments that you may never get to re-live,

 but you somehow get to re-live the moment just by looking at the pictures!

Miss you all...

So I was gone today...
I missed school
I missed the football game
but most of all I missed my FRIENDS

just so you all know, you all mean the world to me!
never change who you are,
 because I LOVE you all just the way you are! :)

I really love this..

So I absolutely love this picture...

you might be thinking, why?

and you know what i really don't know why..

this picture seems so free, and happy, but the tones of it make

 it just a little different from an ordinary picture.

This is how I want to be, free, happy, and a little different then everybody else :)

bows!

Aren't these the cutest!? :) one of AMAZING friends made these

for the varsity volleyball players :) we are wearing them in our hair

every game! haha GO TEAM SPIRIT!             

and wish my volleyball team luck tomorrow! :)

Homework

So I get so stressed when I get all this homework...
it's as if teachers don't understand that we get homework in almost EVERY class..
so they just pile on the homework in their class and think nothing of  it!
haha at least i only have one more school day this week! :) yaya!!

Baby Cousins :)

 These are my baby cousins,

 they are the cutest things ever 
no joke, pictures don't even do them justice 
i love them both:)

I LOVE LIFE :)

So as I reread some of the blogs that i've posted, they kinda make me sad.
because the blogs make it look like i'm always sad.
So from now on I want to try to have happier blogs :)
because thats who I am, a happy person:) who LOVES life:)

Anchor

YOU are like an anchor to me. Somehow you end up taking me down with you. The worst part is, is that you don't even know it... And that just hurts. But it's not your fault, it's mine. You should know. But i'm to scared to tell you the truth...  The biggest problem with this, is that its not even a big deal, its just that i'm so sensitive, and take everything to heart. I wish i didn't...   I just have to remember CONFIDENCE :) and I know I will be ok:)                                   

Love these girls!

I love these girls, with everything I have.

I know they will always be there for me if I need them.

and they should know, that I am ALWAYS here for all of you.

no. matter. what.

and don't you ever forget it.

I couldn't have asked for better friends :)

Confidence is beautiful

CONFIDENCE
one of my newest favorite words...
I am learning to do different things, and go out of my comfort zone
it's so hard, but I hope it is worth it...
and everything happens for a reason, right?

P.S. "Confidence is beautiful" -Molly Joy Kouba
thank you dear:)

VOLLEYBALL :)

What a great way to end the day...
a volleyball game:)
to make things better, we WON!! YAY!!
so happy, and everyone had a blast!
also the crowd was amazing!
it was just a blast, no other words for it! :)

Sometimes...

I just don't know anymore...
One minute I think i know how do something,
the minute i'm supposed to do it.. I can't get it!
OR
 I feel that for maybe one second, he looks at me like I look at him,
 and then I realize he doesn't...


I know I just need to keep my head held high!