New Obsession

On Friday I went to Breaking Dawn: Part 1

I. LOVED. IT.

I'm so excited for the 2nd half.... too bad that is a year away!

But besides seeing an amazing movie, I have become obsessed with Taylor Lautner :) haha

Go figure! Just like alot of other girls out there!
But hey, a girl can always dream!

Yummmmmmmy!

On a side note, I hope everyone has a great week! :)

I'm soooo excited for Thanksgiving!

Sinking

These days the sinking feeling comes only once in a while.

On days it's not there, I'm always waiting for it to reapper.

It's like it's become a part of me.

In the worst way.

Holding on to something that's not meant to be...

It's not like we talk anymore, but I sometimes wish we would.

I've learned to cover it up pretty easily.

No one even notices.

And I think that's how I want it, but I'm not real sure.

I know that someone new will come along, and you won't even be a thought.

But until then, I'll just keep waiting hoping my turn will come around.

I miss it all, especially you

Those silly conversations we had, the nights we would both stay up know matter how tired we were just so we could keep talking. Nothing was a secret. I miss that. I miss all of it, especially you. But the thing is,.. is it really you I miss or do I miss who I thought you were?

Someone Like You

This song can make me ball my eyes out.

I cry almost everytime I listen to it.

The lyrics explain everything that happened with 'him'.

Whole, but yet broken

When I talk to you I feel happy. Whole. I feel like nothing is broken. But then just like that, you are gone. The pain comes rushing back. The memories. Everything. I feel like I'm empty. And then I ask myself, when will this end. Will it ever go away?

Story of My Life