Someone like you

" I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead "

This song is everything that I'm feeling.

I really wish the best for you, even if I'm not apart of that.

But yet it hurts.

I told you not to forget me, and you said you could never do that.

But here I am. Alone.

And not with you.

I really hope that you realize what you did really hurt me, and still is.

I hope that it hits you right smack in the face, and you realize.

Mind Blowing

It's mind blowing that someone meant so much to me.

But obviously I didn't mean that much to them.

I was lead on, and didn't even know it.

I suspected it occasionally, but just shrugged it off.

I told myself I was being silly, but really my conscious was right.

But hey, I was just following my heart.

But then when I followed my head, the truth finally came out.

Better now then later. :'(

Horrible

Locks have been changed

I just can't...

A battle, I'll never win

It started, and it was something I couldn't believe. You. You liked me. I was in awe and disbelief. I was sooooo happy. It always felt so good to be true, and I was always second guessing myself. I just went with the flow. I always had something to look forward to, and that something was you.

What you put me through is something I would never wish on anyone. I would never want them to have to deal with that. I should feel so much hatred towards you... but I just can't. I can't force myself to just forget you.

But now... I have nothing. The walls came tumbling down and you left me here, fighting a battle I'll never win. What I am left with now is hundereds of tears, a broken heart, and the memory of you.

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