Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012

• Went to my first prom!

• Went to state track, even if I didn't get the chance to run
• Fun days with the girls

• Sweet Sixteen :)

• Went on a family vacation, and the Valley Fair... twice! haha
• Went to Stubenville, it was an amazing time! I met some amazing people, even if the things have changed since then.
• Went to the Black Eyed Peas concert! What can I say except that it was amazing!

• My best friends are the best, and also GORGEOUS!

Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for alwasy being there for me <3

• Spent some time with Brittany, and went on my first Black Friday Shopping experience! :)

•  Lots of family time <3

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This year I'm going to try to be the best ME that I can be.

I'm going to follow my heart, and who cares what others think.

I'm going to be healthier.

I want to be as strong and lean as I can.

I'm going to do what my little heart desires.

Follow my passions.

I will not get discouraged, or worry about others.

This is my year!

I hope 2012 brings health to my family and friends.

Food. Gifts. Family. Love.

Hope you all are having wonderful holidays!

Pictures soon hopefully! :)

Romantic Stories

I'm such a sucker for romantic stories of any type.

So of course one of my all time favorite movies is The Notebook

Tonight I watched it and it never fails to live up to my expectations.

I will have a love like this one day.

There will be laughs. fights. smiles. hard times.

but most of all there will be love

Remember this

" God would never ask you to do something that he hasn't done himself "

Remember this when you are struggling. He got through it, and so will you. Just give it time.

Fill

I have had my fill the last three days.

Beyond annoyed.

Payback. Or should I say karma?

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On the plus side, we won tonight! :)

Hopefully we can do it again on Saturday!

The Vow

I'm SO excited for this movie! It looks so good, if you haven't seen the trailer for it yet... what are you waiting for!? haha I absolutely love these two actors! Especially Channing Tatum :)

February needs to come faster so I can see this!

Second best. Second choice.

You know when something happens, and you never want to go through it again?

But then all of a sudden, it's happening all over again?

The feeling of being second best. Second choice.

Then I begin to feel bad for myself.. what good will that do?

NOTHING. Nothing at all.

I have to face the fact that this is reality.

And I've been facing this for a few years already.

I really don't have anyone who understands this...
Maybe one day I'll understand why they do this.

Hello December!

December is here.

Woah! Wait a second. Where the heck has 2011 gone!?

I sure don't have the answer to that, but I'm actually kinda happy its here!

It's officially starting to feel like December for a few reasons:

1. We had the first snow of the year yesterday.

2. I began basketball practice on Monday.

3. The boys had their first game on Tuesday, and have another one tomorrow!

4.Christmas is only 24 days away :)

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New Obsession

On Friday I went to Breaking Dawn: Part 1

I. LOVED. IT.

I'm so excited for the 2nd half.... too bad that is a year away!

But besides seeing an amazing movie, I have become obsessed with Taylor Lautner :) haha

Go figure! Just like alot of other girls out there!
But hey, a girl can always dream!

Yummmmmmmy!

On a side note, I hope everyone has a great week! :)

I'm soooo excited for Thanksgiving!

Sinking

These days the sinking feeling comes only once in a while.

On days it's not there, I'm always waiting for it to reapper.

It's like it's become a part of me.

In the worst way.

Holding on to something that's not meant to be...

It's not like we talk anymore, but I sometimes wish we would.

I've learned to cover it up pretty easily.

No one even notices.

And I think that's how I want it, but I'm not real sure.

I know that someone new will come along, and you won't even be a thought.

But until then, I'll just keep waiting hoping my turn will come around.

I miss it all, especially you

Those silly conversations we had, the nights we would both stay up know matter how tired we were just so we could keep talking. Nothing was a secret. I miss that. I miss all of it, especially you. But the thing is,.. is it really you I miss or do I miss who I thought you were?

Someone Like You

This song can make me ball my eyes out.

I cry almost everytime I listen to it.

The lyrics explain everything that happened with 'him'.

Whole, but yet broken

When I talk to you I feel happy. Whole. I feel like nothing is broken. But then just like that, you are gone. The pain comes rushing back. The memories. Everything. I feel like I'm empty. And then I ask myself, when will this end. Will it ever go away?

Story of My Life

Hold out

 

Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing.

~ Ally Mcbeal

Some days

Some days are harder then others. Thats just the way it is.

I know with time things will get better.

I'm just having old feelings flood over me.

It's been a while since this has happened,

but I just have the urge to talk to you.

To be your friend. To smile at pointless texts.

For things to be back to normal...

True Colors

Congratulations. I hope you are proud of yourself.

You have officially made yourself look like an ass.

More power to you.

True colors really do show.

Fearless

Glue gun

hahaha :) thank goodness!

Everyday

Memory

Time will tell

I don't regret the things I've done or the things I've chosen not to do. The only thing I regret is losing the friendship we used to have. Maybe it was meant to be this way..I wish I knew. Guess time will tell what happens.

I will be ok

" In every girls life there's a boy she'll never ever forget and a summer where it all began. "

-I'm thankful for the good times. Thankful for learning what I did.

I now know that everything will be ok.

Even if I can't forget you for a while.

I will be ok.

You&Me

A drop in thee ocean, A change in thee weather,
I was praying that you & me might end up together. ♥

 

I wonder

Do you smile and remember the good times?

Do you wish that we'd never talked?

Do you wish things were different?

I wonder, and always will.

Relatable

Sadly I can relate.. :(

Things don't change

So I guess maybe even after seeing each other, it doesn't change anything for you

Horrible Blogger!

-Sorry I have been a horrible blogger lately! I'm just beyond busy with everything! Don't give up on me though! :)

I'm not really sure what to say anymore. I used to have so many things to write about, but I feel like I've covered it all. You are all probably sick of seeing so many of the same types of posts! I'm just at a loss with words, and thats odd because everything usually would come to me. It'll come to me one day again i'm sure! :)

FATE

Thanks alot

Thanks alot for being an a**hole

Love,

NEM

Things Have Changed

It's weird to think how things have changed so much in just a few weeks.

Tomorrow is the day I couldn't wait for.

Now I'm not sure what to think.

Should I feel hurt?

Or happy that I'm trying to move on?

I miss you...like crazy.

I try not to show it, but it is hard.

You don't even realize anything you've done.

Hopefully tomorrow I will have a good day anyways :)

Yes please!



I love love this hair!



Hardest Thing

"It may seem as the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you."

-The Notebook

Door of Happiness

"When one door of happiness clothes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us"

-Helen Keller

Few things I'm loving this week :)

I think this is absolutely adorable!

awwwwwwwwwwwwe :)

Also a quote:

 " Remember God will never take something out of your life without the intention of replacing it with something better "

Your loss

I'm doing it.

I'm staying strong.

Without you.

I can be happy without you.

Your loss.

I can't just sit around and wait.

I can and will do this without you :)

Every Story

You just have to figure out when one story needs to end, so another can begin.

It'll be ok

Yes. Yes it will.

Where?

So now the real question is:

Where do we go from here?

How can I pretend everything is ok? and just forget everything?

Hopefully I'm off to bigger and better things.

Hopefully.

Homecoming week :)

MONDAY: RETRO/CRAZY DAY

TUESDAY: JOHN HANCOCK DAY

- Coronation

-Volleyball game

I love these girls! :)

Homecoming King and Queen

WEDNESDAY: OPPOSITES DAY

-Didn't dress up because we had a career thing we had to go to!

THURSDAY: NERD DAY

-We had a volleyball game, and won:)

-Also worked on our hallway for four hours! The theme was candybars

FRIDAY: SCHOOL COLORS

-Parade

-Dance

-Football game

I love this girl <3

 

Our float had a giant crunch bar!

All in all it was a great week :)