Second best. Second choice.

You know when something happens, and you never want to go through it again?

But then all of a sudden, it's happening all over again?

The feeling of being second best. Second choice.

Then I begin to feel bad for myself.. what good will that do?

NOTHING. Nothing at all.

I have to face the fact that this is reality.

And I've been facing this for a few years already.

I really don't have anyone who understands this...
Maybe one day I'll understand why they do this.