Keeps me up at night

Falling apart

I feel like I'm falling apart. In a different way then I've ever felt.

There are no words to explain. Nothing to say.

I just feel it.

It's as if no one would understand if I would try to tell them.

I just expect so much.

It's all because of you.

Note to Self

I miss you

I really do.
Not knowing if the feeling is mutual, kills me.

New Update!

• School started
• Had a volleyball scrimmage this last Thursday
• Went to a volleyball scrimmage today

- We did alright, some things we have to work on. BUT, I know we will be good :)

• Trying to figure relationships out

-Talk about stressful and confusing!!

• I've been trying not to worry so much!
• Last but not least, I'm going to the Black Eyed Peas next weekend! I'm so excited!

P.S. I know I haven't posted in forever, but i'll try to get better! It's just sooooooo busy with school!

He's not perfect

I love love this quote :)

Always Hope

See..

guys can be sweet :)

Horrible Day

Today has just been horrible. If something could go wrong, it has.

• Printer jammed 3 times in a row!
• Fighting
• No replies
• Yelling

 It's just a bunch of small things that made me frustrated. I'm just super annoyed! Hopefully tonight will be fun, and tomorrow will be better then today! Hope everyone has a safe and fun Friday night :)

The hardest part

is waiting.

Not knowing if anything will happen...

But if I get to have you, then the wait will all be worth it.

 

Critizism

Do what makes you happy, because no matter what there will always be someone who isn't happy with your decision.

Just Look

If you look for it, love actually is all around.

Look around, happiness is trying to catch you.

Good Weekend

On Friday I went to the lake with a bunch of my friends! We played baseball, swam in the rain, played games, and had LOTS of fun! Then the next day we went tubing, which was a blast even though I got sooooo sunburned!That same night we went to Johnny Holms! They were so good, but talk about a wild crowd!

 Hope you all also had a good weekend! :)

Certain someone

All. The. Time.

Be Happy

"Be so happy that when others look at you, they are happy too"

I hope you know...

Steubenville North

This last weekend was absolutely AMAZING! I went to St. Paul, Minnesota for a catholic conference. There were over 2,200 teens/adults! It was awesome to see how many people were all there for god. When you are reading this you are probably like "I don't think a church conference would be that fun", but let me tell you, it was a blast! They had a band that was so good, and some of the priests were the best that i've ever EVER heard! The energy in the room was the coolest thing ever!

The thing I would say that I loved the most was adoration. It's a time where you worship god. There are people passing out, speaking in tongue, people who can't stop laughing (thats how god was speaking to them), and people who couldn't stop crying. They weren't tears of sadness, they were tears of joy and love. It's something you really can't explain! I would recommend Steubenville to anyone, and I mean anyone! Here is a picture of the group that our parish went with. I'm so glad I met all of them, I have so many new great friends!

Along witht the great conference, we went to the Valley Fair on Sunday. That was so much fun too, I got a sore throat from screaming so much... go figure haha! All in all it was a good weekend!