Never fades away

Tim McGraw said it right in his song "Something Like That"
"But the memory of the first love never fades away"

I guess I wouldn't say I loved you, but there is something about you. It's almost been three years, and I can't forget you. I still could tell you some of the conversations we had. I remember the little details about you. The way your eyes squint when you take a picture. The way you flop your hair and move your head to get the hair out of your eyes. I can still picture the way you walk. I can see you smiling at me. Waiting for me, and walking with me. I'll never forget the way my heart would leap when I saw your name pop up on my phone. I remember staying up with you until 4 in the morning, just to see if we could stay awake. I remember falling asleep on your shoulder. I can still feel you giving me the tightest hug and spinning me around.

Why can't you realize that I want you? I always have, and I feel like I always will. Can't you just be mine?